I will guide you how to reduce the illness with nearly 50-100% better treatment.
This will cost you around 100$ in alternative medicine.
Also a major change in your diet somehow.
This will also reduce your intake of psychiatric drugs, as you will most likely feel more normal.
This will balance your mental illness so you are at an average level.
Not too high, or not too low. Staying there at a good level, for others to see you treated, and yourself to feel treated.
This is no Cannabis solution. But has different treatments that are even better than Cannabis. That most often gives you a high level of happiness, to some can be confusing.